Having to encounter 2 bossy customers during the last 2 day of my work really makes me feel mentally exhausted. I really hoped that I could really give them a tight slap on their face and telling them to fuck off! but everyone always says.. "Customers is always right", I really couldn't agree more, they are not wrong, but not right in every way either. We are all humans by the end of the day, isn't it?
I have my rights too.
It really kills my mood just by thinking of it. Why do customers always have to act bossy towards people who are assisting them? We all work under bosses, don't we? Don't they know how it exactly feels? I hope they do.. but I don't suppose they care. or do they think we're just some low life people who are meant to serve them and their ohsohighlylife. fuckoff.
seriously, being sarcastic aint going to help. show some damn respect.
I didn't like how my last 2 days of work ended, but gladly i won't have to face bossy customers that only knows how to make people life miserable. I hope karma comes and slap them in the face fucking hard. I hope.
From all these, I realise that living in a family who express mostly through anger, I had try my very best not letting everything bothers me, but in the end.. I just can't. I still burst out. At least I tried, maybe not at my very best but I did. Does not like the feeling of being pushed so low until standing up for myself is the only choice I have left. I definitely do not like being step on. I believe no one does.
all thanks to the best baby ever, and yes she's back! <3
will try to update blog soon as working from 10am to 8pm really takes away all the time for me to do something else. really can't be bothered doing anything other than talking, playing with the bf, and especially when the bff is back home too! now life can be beautiful.. SOMETIMES. ;)
Another new year and I decided to start blogging again. :D It's been a year since I last blogged, not so sure if I could still............. but I'll give it a try. So far 2011 has been quite pleasant for me, as I have always hoped for, compared to those few years where shit keeps happening to me. Hopefully this year would be another pleasant year, *fingers crossed*.
Although 2011 has been quite pleasant but there are a few crazy up and downs, I fell for the wrong guy, a really bad mistake I made. Always forgotten to keep myself reminded on how people would change, and have always been so naive to believe that someone who was once nice to you (or should I say someone I used to have a crush on) in the past would still be but I was all wrong, really horribly wrong. Glad that I was able to get out from the mess I brought myself into.
BUT, when I thought to myself, People CHANGE, DO NOT give TRUST easily, then I met a guy, wtf? A guy who was my friend, who went to the same tuition with me during primary 5, who was my first crush, who I haven't met for billion years and never thought I would, AND has already totally forgotten who he was, including his name, everything. ( all I remember was he hit my eye with his socks, accidentally he says ). He came to my workplace and took my number, and at that time, we totally had no idea we knew each other AND when we did, we hang out often and eventually got together. I thought to myself, NOT AGAIN?!
Skipping all the crap, He is awesome! :)
"Find the person who will love you because of your differences and you have found a lover for life."
Found it, Found him. Wonder if I am the one he's looking for?
" Health- That adorable puppy in the window of the pet store is hard to resist, but you may be paying a lot of money for a dog that you know very little about. Pet stores generally rely on impulse buys to sell their "product". There is a good chance that the pet store puppy will develop a health problem sometime in its life that may cost you a lot of money to remedy. When you buy a pet store puppy it is very unlikely that the puppy's parents were screened for genetic diseases that can be passed to their offspring. Every breed of dog has genetic problems that are passed from generation to generation by breeding dogs that carry the flawed gene. Many of these genetic problems can be detected with today's technology, but these tests are expensive. People who are concerned about the welfare and future of their breed will have these tests conducted to preserve and improve in the future quality of their breed. Most good breeders are more concerned about the health of the puppies that they are producing than the money that they will or won't make on the production of a litter.
The myth about AKC or MKA papers- Most pet shops and backyard breeders and puppymillers would like you to believe that if a puppy is registered by the MKA, this guarantees the puppy will be healthy and a good example of the breed. This is not so. The only thing that MKA papers certify is that the puppy is a purebred and produced out of MKA registered parents. Even this can be fiction, as some producers register more puppies than are actually born in each litter to receive extra registration slips to pass out with unregisterable puppies. The parents of your puppy may be unhealthy or carriers of crippling or deadly health defects which they may have passed to their offspring- your puppy. They may also be horrible representations of the breed that you are buying. Often times the parentage of pet store puppies is also questionable due to poor record keeping. In other words, your puppy may not even be a purebred, even though it has MKA papers. Responsible breeders do register their puppies with the MKA, but that is only the beginning.
Do you want to support puppy mills? Almost all puppies that are in pet stores come from puppy mills. These operations are exactly what the name implies. Most mass produce puppies with money as the prime motive. Their breeding dogs are often kept in very poor conditions and are sometimes malnourished. The dogs are almost never tested for genetic diseases and may not receive vaccinations. Puppy mills often obtain their breeding dogs from people in a hurry to get rid of their dogs for some reason, often through "free dog" ads in newspapers or public auctions. Occasionally they are stolen from their owners. Females are generally bred every heat cycle until they are worn out and then they are often sentenced to death. The horror of puppy mills is encouraged every time a puppy is bought from a puppy store.
How do you know that your puppy comes from one of these places? The main reason is that almost no responsible breeders will sell puppies to pet stores. Good breeders want to make sure that their puppies go to good homes and are well cared for. They want to be actively involved in screening the home that their puppies go to. Breeders are also concerned about keeping track of their puppies after they leave the breeder's home. They will know about any health problems that their lines may carry, and will be interested in any health problems that a puppy of their breeding develops. A pet store usually never hears about their puppies once they leave the store, and generally really don't care. Buying from a pet store does not mean that you will save any money in the purchase price of the puppy either. When you buy from a reputable breeder there is no middle man involved who wants to take his share of the profit out of the price of the puppy. Often the price that good breeders charge is no more, and sometimes less, than what you will pay buying a puppy from a pet store. But you must be able to distinguish a reputable breeder from a backyard breeder.
A pet store is generally the worst place to buy a puppy. As long as there is a market for pet store puppies, other dogs will be condemned to death by mass breeding only so that a few people can make some money, often with no thought of the welfare of their "product." This is not to say that a good pet has never come out of a pet store, as many have. For each that has, though, many others have not. Remember, when you buy a puppy, you are adding another member to your family, not just another piece of furniture that can be disposed of at the smallest whim. You would not have a child without careful research and planning for the child's future ten or fifteen years down the road. Your new dog should be no different. Adding a dog to the family is a long term commitment and responsibility that should be taken seriously and only acted upon after careful consideration and research.
This is what a shelter manager wrote.
A Letter from a Shelter Manager:
I think our society needs a huge " Wake-up" call. As a shelter manager, I am going to share a little insight with you all. ..a view from the inside if you will.
First off, all of you breeders/sellers should be made to work in the "back" of an animal shelter for just one day.
Maybe if you saw the life drain from a few sad, lost, confused eyes, you would change your mind about breeding and selling to people you don't even know. That puppy you just sold will most likely end up in my shelter when it's not a cute little puppy anymore.
So how would you feel if you knew that there's about a > 90% chance that dog will never walk out of the shelter it is going to be dumped at? Purebred or not!
About 50% of all of the dogs that are "owner surrenders" or "strays" that come into my shelter are purebred dogs.
The most common excuses I hear are;
"We are moving and we can't take our dog (or cat).
" Really? Where are you moving to that doesn't allow pets and why did you choose that place instead of a pet friendly home?
Or they say "The dog got bigger than we thought it would".
How big did you think a German Shepherd would get?
"We don't have time for her". Really? I work a 10- 12 hour day and still have time for my 6 dogs!
"She's tearing up our yard". How about making her a part of your family?
They always tell me: "We just don't want to have to stress about finding a place for her we know she'll get adopted, she's a good dog."
Odds are your pet won't get adopted & how stressful do you think being in a shelter is? Well, let me tell you, your pet has 72 hours to find a new family from the moment you drop it off. Sometimes a little longer if the shelter isn't full and your dog manages to stay completely healthy. If it sniffles, it dies.
Your pet will be confined to a small run/kennel in a room with about 25 other barking or crying animals. It will have to relieve itself where it eats and sleeps.
It will be depressed and it will cry constantly for the family that abandoned it.
If your pet is lucky, I will have enough volunteers in that day to take him/her for a walk. If I don't, your pet won't get any attention besides having a bowl of food slid under the kennel door and the waste sprayed out of its pen with a high-powered hose.
If your dog is big, black or any of the "Bully" breeds (pit bull, rottie, mastiff, etc) it was pretty much dead when you walked it through the front door. Those dogs just don't get adopted.
It doesn't matter how 'sweet' or 'well behaved' they are. If your dog doesn't get adopted within its 72 hours and the shelter is full, it will be destroyed.
If the shelter isn't full and your dog is good enough, and of a desirable enough breed it may get a stay of execution, but not for long.
Most dogs get very kennel protective after about a week and are destroyed for showing aggression. Even the sweetest dogs will turn in this environment.
If your pet makes it over all of those hurdles chances are it will get kennel cough or an upper respiratory infection and will be destroyed because shelters just don't have the funds to pay for even a $100 treatment.
Here's a little euthanasia 101 for those of you that have never witnessed a perfectly healthy, scared animal being "put-down"....
First, your pet will be taken from its kennel on a leash. They always look like they think they are going for a walk - happy, wagging their tails.
Until, they get to "The Room", every one of them freak out and put the brakes on when we get to the door. It must smell like death or they can feel the sad souls that are left in there, it's strange, but it happens with every one of them.
Your dog or cat will be restrained, held down by 1 or 2 vet techs depending on the size and how freaked out they are.
Then a euthanasia tech or a vet will start the process. They will find a vein in the front leg and inject a lethal dose of the "pink stuff".
Hopefully your pet doesn't panic from being restrained and jerk. I've seen the needles tear out of a leg and been covered with the resulting blood and been deafened by the yelps and screams.
They all don't just "go to sleep", sometimes they spasm for a while, gasp for air and defecate on themselves.
When it all ends, your pet's corpse will be stacked like firewood in a large freezer in the back with all of the other animals that were killed waiting to be picked up like garbage.
What happens next? Cremated? Taken to the dump? Rendered into pet food? You'll never know and it probably won't even cross your mind. It was just an animal and you can always buy another one, right?
I hope that those of you that have read this are bawling your eyes out and can't get the pictures out of your head I deal with everyday on the way home from work.
I hate my job, I hate that it exists & I hate that it will always be there unless you people make some changes and realize that the lives you are affecting go much further than the pets you dump at a shelter.
Between 9 and 11 MILLION animals die every year in shelters and only you can stop it. I do my best to save every life I can but rescues are always full, and there are more animals coming in everyday than there are homes.
My point to all of this: DON'T BREED OR BUY WHILE SHELTER PETS DIE!
Hate me if you want to. The truth hurts and reality is what it is.
I just hope I maybe changed one person's mind about breeding their dog, taking their loving pet to a shelter, or buying a dog.
I hope that someone will walk into my shelter and say "I saw this and it made me want to adopt." THAT WOULD MAKE IT WORTH IT!
DON'T BUY FROM PET SHOPS. ADOPT FROM AN ANIMAL SHELTER. CALL YEN IF YOU CAN PROVIDE A HOME FOR A RESCUED DOG OR CAT. CALL HER ALSO IF YOU WANT TO BOARD YOUR PETS. SHE HAS A GREAT PLACE AND THEY WON'T BE CAGED. THE INCOME SHE EARNS FROM BOARDING GOES INTO RESCUING AND REHOMING STRAYS. SO YOUR PETS HAVE A GREAT TIME WHILE YOU ARE AWAY AND IN THE PROCESS YOU ARE ALSO HELPING ABANDONED AND HOMELESS ANIMALS.YEN: 012 415 1524
If you endured and read all that stuff, or if you're too lazy to read all that is written, just watch this video. If you have the time, go and find more videos in youtube about Oprah exposing puppymills.
by reneyap on Wed Jun 24, 2009 2:39 pm Sources : http://miricommunity.net/viewtopic.php?f=39&t=22140
I was surfing around to see any cute dogs for sell (out of boredom, Not planning to get any new pup ) and this is what I found. It breaks my heart to read this but well yeah all these pain and torture, shits and all have been going on for years and years. Just wanna share it with ya'll. Maybe someday when you think of getting a dog, you would investigate further info of the dog that you would be getting. Though no one cares about how the animals suffer in brunei, malaysia or well every most asian countries, I would hope PUPPY MILLS are stopped.
HAH! Come to think of it.. FUCK! JoJo could have came from PUPPY MILLS. CHEBAI... =.= You You You !@#$%^&%$#@ muthafuckers..
Having my mom's room to all myself now ( my room is still under renovation, room-less at the moment) since mom told me she won't be coming back home tonight :( Clicked on facebook and thought of playing some answering questions thingie and this is what I get for Question 12 after skipping most of 'em. HAHA.
So there it goes, it just got me thinking back to so much stuff. Which of my friends would I like to reconnect with? Alot, come to think of it. :) Would love to fix things up with most of those who are now gone but some are just nearly impossible.
I'm not whining or in any mood-swings, I feel okay. :) Just having thoughts flowing all over in my head now. What if's this, What if's that. I still miss the good old times even if it was too much to deal with. There's this someone that suddenly popped out in my mind right after reading that question. And ah~ I can't turn back time, can't take back words that hurts, Can't heal a wounded heart and blah blah it goes on. Sooooo~ Someday if things could turn back right again, I promise I'd be good. :)
So yeah, it's just somewhat a random post. My twitter is now back to live, trying to do the same thing for this blog. Just hope I won't suddenly turn lazy again cause damn that's gonna sucks. :(
p/s : Assignment sucks to the core. F* p/p/s: Having JoJo sleeping on my lap. Sweet *hearts*
" It's so unbelievable, And I don't want to let it go, Something so beautiful, Flowing down like a waterfall. I feel like you've always been, Forever a part of me. And it's so unbelievable to finally be in love, Somewhere I'd never thought I'd be." - Craig David ; Unbelievable.
My life is almost complete, everything's slowly falling into the right place. Eventhough there are times where I would wake up to a heartbreak, but that's the way life goes. Shit happens. :)
I am now slowly moving on with life, so many things/people that was once part of my life that I missed are gone and I guess I am already letting it go. I don't want to keep myself at the same place forever missing people who would never return. It doesn't matter much anymore now, right? I am content with what I have.
Other than feeling that things are going right(not all the time, that's okay), I have to say I love my dad so much for bringing JoJo into my life. It's funny, seeing myself, loving a dog this way but I just love it, I love it to the max. Never felt this much towards Ratzo before, probably because it wasn't mine to begin with.
Seeing JoJo is every morning puts a smile on my face =) I love you JoJo ♥
Im a Physco Bitch,I have never ending moodswings,Today I may look like Im fine,Tomorrow I might have crossed that fucking line,
My wallet is out of ching chings,I had enough of my bling blings, Im not sure of what I want,
Certain times I dont know how to react. Basically, I talk shit so deal with it.
爱你是孤单的心事 在夜里默默的坚持
一直爱着你 用我自己的方式
Rock Star
♥ M.eI.s ♥
♥ 7.0.5 ♫
♥ A Catholic ♫
♥ LCB Graduate ♫
♥ Music, My Way, My Life ♫
♫ -Living life to the fullest- ♫
2012 WishList,
A Bigger Room Adorable Pup
Armani Code DollyEye Lens
Drop 5KG Dyed Hair
Escada TAJ Sunset
Hush Puppies ClothingMarine Groove Moon Sparkle New Bag
New Pair of Shoes
New Wallet Nintendo DSlite
A million of thanks is what i can say! Pretty thanks to Little-Miss-Wendy for the basecode & designing, xfantasywingsx for some code reference & cyworld for the pretty resources.
by reneyap on Wed Jun 24, 2009 2:39 pm 
Im a Physco Bitch,I have never ending moodswings,Today I may look like Im fine,Tomorrow I might have crossed that 